Find my way to glory

Find my way to glory

Can I ever be with Me

just with my spirit

under a tree

oh, where is it

where is the key

to the mystery

of my darkest dreams

Of my fractured psyche

oh, when was it when

something went so wrong

and programmed me to self-condemn

To turn my pain on

to myself, within my heart

and within my soul

there must be a hole

a hole

in me

What happens when the hurt

just runs so deep

it is felt within the dark

and within my sleep

And within all the shadows

following

It is the sickness

of wallowing

Despite the good strides

that I've been taking

that I have been making

There still is.. something

I’m blaming

my own self for

and I can’t quite open this door

and must find the key

So I can be free

walking down the flowered path

toward my purple palace

of love and light

Like I have for humankind

all that’s left, is to pray

to believe that it's ok

To love myself enough

even though it is so tough

to find my way to glory

and live to tell the story

March 29th, 2013

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