Saturday, March 30, 2013

Love Will Conquer Everything

Nervous systems'
racing
amygdalas
pacing

It's not a fuss
it may be a mess
or one could guess
it be something it's not

Noticing every detail
feeling every entail
energy is often wafting
stinking, and it is exhausting

But then there is white light
to block out negative
must visualize it bold and strong
letting in only love; back and to give..

Like a circle, all around
even amidst the sounds
of spiritually dead batteries
monotone, like factories

There is good light singing
shining through the dust
and that's why it must
join in harmony

Blocking out the discord
with a chorus singing free
from every tree to tree
and every stump so grieving

We can't stop believing
love will conquer
everything


March 30th, 2013

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Friday, March 29, 2013

Find my way to glory

Find my way to glory

Can I ever be with Me
just with my spirit
under a tree
oh, where is it
where is the key
to the mystery
of my darkest dreams

Of my fractured psyche
oh, when was it when
something went so wrong
and programmed me to self-condemn

To turn my pain on
to myself, within my heart
and within my soul
there must be a hole
a hole
in me

What happens when the hurt
just runs so deep
it is felt within the dark
and within my sleep
And within all the shadows
following
It is the sickness
of wallowing

Despite the good strides
that I've been taking
that I have been making

There still is.. something
I’m blaming
my own self for
and I can’t quite open this door
and must find the key

So I can be free
walking down the flowered path
toward my purple palace
of love and light

Like I have for humankind
all that’s left, is to pray
to believe that it's ok

To love myself enough
even though it is so tough
to find my way to glory
and live to tell the story


March 29th, 2013

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Monday, March 11, 2013

Untitled

Riddance
of exposure
to one that has me down
so hard without a frown
in which I do drown

Expectancy
evasively
I run through muddy brush
my heart is a a-rush
with the sounds
all around


March 11th, 2013

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